No.5_Love of Destiny-命運的愛
2012-03-01
Part 41
我地返到屋企,,,距就望住間屋..
M:望夠未啊?伱望左好耐啦..
J:估唔到你地間屋甘整齊喔..而且幾warm下..
M:廢話..伱本人坐下啦..自便啊..我入廚房整野煲糖水先…食完飯能夠飲..
J:得啦…
我就一個人系廚房度奮戰緊…洗野,,切野……呼…..聽到門響,,我就行出個廚房..
M:老-公,,伱返來啦..
B:系啊..距系?距望住Joe..
J:我系Joe,,系距個阿哥….今晚打攪嗮啊..
B:呵呵..隨便坐啦..
M:系啊..我阿哥…
Ben就行入廚房,,,:伱幾時有個阿哥啊?點解我唔知噶?
M:認架嘛..距返來無幾耐,,嘛介紹比你識咯..伱快d進來,,唔好阻住我整餸..順便同距傾解啦..驚悶著距啊,,我就甘推老-公進來..而距就好無奈甘望住我..
系廳度…….
B:Hello..我叫Ben啊..
J:我曉得啊..叫我Joe就得啦…
B:聽老婆講,,伱返來無幾耐喔..
J:系啊,,屋企有d事就返來啦…順便探下個傻妹..眼裡充滿著溫柔..
Ben緊系曉得乜事啦,,問:呵呵..伱地點識架?好間接甘問..
J:呢d野,,伱問傻妹仲好啦..聽個傻妹講,,話伱最近好忙?
B:系啊…不過忙埋呢陣,,之後就輕鬆好多..
J:期望你抽多d時間陪下距..距最驚就系得距一個人..
B:唔使你講,,我都會…多謝你嘎關心….
我捧住D餸行出廚房…放系飯臺度..
M:伱地傾乜甘好傾啊?快d洗手食飯啦..
B:得啦..老婆……
我地3個就坐系飯廳度食飯,,
M:阿哥,唔知伱中唔滿意食啊?
J:呵呵,我好隨便嘎…
M:老-公,,快d試下啦…我夾左d餸比距..
B:唔該老婆…
M:點啊?好無食啊?
B:無食甘耐,,都覺得甘好食..
M:哈哈..阿哥覺得點啊?我望住Joe.
J:睇唔出伱個衰妹煮野甘好食喔..
M:哈哈…多謝讚賞..快d食啦..
就系甘,,我地就系度食飯,,有時都會開下玩笑甘,,,食完,,飽嗮…
M:伱地透陣啊,,等陣有糖水食啊..
B:老婆,,當心肥到成只豬甘..到時我唔要你嘎…講笑甘講,,
M:無人要你要啊..哼..阿哥會要我噶.系咪啊?阿哥?我望住距笑..
J:系啊..好溫柔甘笑…
Ben望到,,心入面都唔系好難受..:我講下笑姐…老婆.就算你變成點,,我都會要你嘎,,,
M:啦..伱話嘎.阿哥,,伱做見證人啊..
J:好…
之後阿哥食完糖水就走啦,,話有d事..而我同老-公,,嘛系企咯…
Part 42
Joe走左后,,我就系廚房洗野..唔使做咩?
忽然有人系後面攬住我…:老婆..
我令過去..:點啊?老-公..
B:老婆,,伱唔好離開我,,好無?距好認真甘問我.
M:啊?我覺得好忽然,,巖巖仲好地地..
B:老婆,,我好驚伱忽然間離開我..
M:傻佬,,我點會離開你呢?我捏左下距個鼻..
B:系咪真架?
M:厄伱有錢賺啊?我無好耐甘望住伱..
B:甘又系..呢個世界正得我要你咋.
M:伱甘講咩意義先?我bear住距..
B:無啊..伱繼續洗碗啦..之後距就走左進來..
簡直莫明其妙….
洗完碗,,,就左系sofa度…..個衰佬無啦啦攬住我..
M:想點啊你?
B:攬住伱咯,,系啦..老婆,,伱覺唔覺得Joe對你好唔同啊?
M:有乜唔同啊?嘛將我當成距妹甘對我咯..
B:但系我唔覺得啊…我覺得……
M:覺得咩啊?我望住距…
B:無野啊,,伱唔好同距玩甘埋啦,,好無?
M:伱無野啊嘛?(我摸摸距個額頭)無發燒啊..
B:伱就發燒啊..總之伱就聽我講啦..
M:距系我阿哥來架..同距玩得埋好一般姐..
B:哎..講極伱都唔明..
M:系伱莫明其妙姐..沖涼啊…
距系唔系癡左邊條筋啊?無啦啦叫我唔好同Joe玩得甘埋..系唔系做野做到傻鬼左啊?哎..唔想啦..沖返個靚涼先..
我沖完涼出到來,,就見到個傻佬企系門口..
B:老婆,,巖巖sorry啊..
M:無野,,伱都無做錯野…
B:厄….唔好唔理我啦..
M:我邊敢唔理你啊?
B:系我錯,,系我想多左..
M:伱曉得就好啦..傻佬..
B:恩恩..笑住甘講..
M:老-公,,期望你永遠都置信我..唔好因為呢d野就唔信我..
B:對唔住啊,,老婆..我以後永遠都會信你嘎..
M:甘就乖啦..我輕輕甘嘴落距度…點知距用手整住我個頭,,一野嘴埋來,,,真系無甘多氣都唔好甘玩法啊…
Part 43
跟住落來架呢段日子,,距又變返好忙好忙,,甘我無理由一個人系屋企等發霉嘎..伱地話系咪啊..點知呢幾晚進來玩,,返到屋企都撞正Ben,,而距都話左我幾次..叫我唔好玩到甘夜,,飲甘多酒..其實我覺得甘樣好一般,,我又唔系同d三唔識七架人進來,,又加上我基本都唔滿意一個人系屋企嘎感覺..好孤單架..距就忙於距架任務,,忙到都無時間陪我..距又唔系唔知..我聽左距講嘎野就算啦,,因為我驚,,我地會因為呢d野而吵起身…
原以為唔會發生架事,,,最終都發生左…..
今晚,,我好似前幾晚甘,,飲到12點幾就返屋企..返到屋企..見到Ben坐左系sofa度..
M:老-公,,,,我行埋距度…..
B:Chiyan,,睇下伱似乜?晚晚都飲成甘返來…距好火甘望住我..
M:咩喔..又系伱本人叫我穩冤家玩…伱又無時間陪我..甘我嘛穩冤家玩咯..依家伱就系度話我..
B:系啊,,我系叫你穩冤家玩..甘伱都唔使晚晚搞到甘返企架?
M:甘伱想我點啊?唔通晚晚留系屋企咩?
B:甘都唔使晚晚甘嘎?.
M:甘即系乜都系我錯啦?d眼淚不知不覺甘流出來..
B:我無呢個意義…
M:伱系無呢個意義,,但個心有甘想啊嘛….點解距能夠甘話我..
B:伱都打橫來講架….
M:系啊,,我系打橫來講啊…
B:伱唔好喊啦,,見到伱喊就覺得好煩啊..我呢幾晚都儘快做埋d野返來陪你.而伱就唔知去左邊.. 打你手機又無人聽,,伱甘大個人..好意伱唔好要人擔心你拉.. 我d冤家同我講,,晚晚系bar度見到伱,,仲同個男架..而且好親密甘..
M:果個系阿Joe來架..
B:系距都唔使甘親密啦嘛?伱以為系人地眼中會以為伱地系兄妹咩?
M:伱甘講系咩意義?我好間接甘問距..
B:嘛甘架意義咯..
M:原來伱都唔置信我..
B:每晚都搞成甘返..伱每晚進來都系為左陪距姐..
M:原來伱系甘睇我,,伱唔信我就唔信我啦..唔使講甘多野..呵呵…我系度嘲笑..
B:事實系甘,,伱叫我點信你啊?
M:原以為我愛嘎人會置信我,,也不過如是…甘我無野好講啦..我地…..別離啦….系埋一齊都無意義啦….講完后,,我攞住個包包就沖左進來…呵呵,,真可笑,,話永遠置信我架人,,都唔信我…乜我真系唔值得置信咩?我攞住部手機,,按住阿哥架號碼….
M:阿哥..5555555555..我好無力甘坐系公開..
J:傻妹,,發生乜事啊?好緊張甘問我..
M:阿哥,,我同距玩完啦..距唔信我啊..5555555555….
J:伱依家系邊?我過來穩伱..
M:我系距屋企四周...
J:伱唔好亂走,,我過來穩伱…
M:恩..55555555555…
整一條街,,除了我架哭聲,,我還隱隱約約聽到我架心碎聲…距唔信我,,我地別離,,系甘愿痛架…點解距能夠甘對我,,555555555..
Part 44
J:傻妹,,唔好喊啦…Joe企系我眼前..
M:阿哥…我地玩完啦….我企起身攬住距,,不斷系度喊…
J:伱地發生乜事啊?
M:555555555555…距唔信我啊…..我斷斷續續甘將件事講比距聽,,而距,,越聽越火..
J:距點能夠對你架?我同你下去穩距…
我扯住距..:唔好啊…別離系我提出架…5555555..
J:傻妹,,伱甘又何必呢…..Joe嘆左啖氣….
M:阿哥,,,5555555..我好意痛啊..距居然唔置信我..居然唔置信我…
J:乖啦,,唔好喊…伱自身都唔靚女架啦..再喊就真系無人要啊..
M:55555555555…阿哥伱系衰人,,甘話我…
J:唔好喊啦,,好無?邊撫慰我,,邊幫我抹走d眼淚..
M:恩…..5555555555…
J:伱做乜又喊啊?
M:我想到距甘對我,,我就好意痛啊.
J:唔好喊啦..系距衰..最多阿哥明晚帶你去玩啦..好無?
M:恩..多謝阿哥..
J:甘就乖啦..送你返屋企先啦..
M:恩..送我返大姨度…
距我返到屋企,,臨走果陣就話:傻妹,,記得唔好喊啊..呢個世界唔會系無左邊個會死嘎..地球依然會繼續轉..曉得未?
M:恩..曉得…阿哥返去當心d啊..
J:得啦..
(此時Joe系度想:你個撲街,,甘對紀茵,,我實唔會放過你,,假如你系放手,,我即刻帶走距..)
而我,,返到房度..覺得好孤單..心好痛.眼淚不斷甘流出來..流到嘴角,,呢次架眼淚唔系咸架.而系苦架,,簡直苦入到個心度..直到麻痹嗮….
我想起我地以前架一點一滴,,d眼淚流得仲尖銳…喊到成個枕頭都濕嗮…喊到無知覺,,連本人訓著都唔知…
醒左,,發覺本人對眼好痛,,望動手機,,乜都無…跟住起身,,見到鏡入面架本人,,簡直不成人樣..對眼超級腫,,d頭髮亂七八糟甘,,好似巖巖打完風甘…我化左d妝,,要遮掩下對眼..唔想距地擔心…我落到一樓..見到大姨好驚訝甘望住我..呢個時候,,大多數都系得大姨系屋企..
大姨:紀茵,,伱幾時返來架?
M:尋晚啊..
大姨:點解無啦啦返來嘎?同埋點解伱對眼有d腫?唔系鬧交啊嘛?
M:啊?無啊,,想返就返咯..尋晚訓覺前飲左好多水啊..
大姨唔系好信甘望住我..不過距都無掩飾我..
大姨:哦,,下次唔好飲甘多水..想食d乜啊?我煮比你食啦..
就系呢個時候,,手機響…
“如天生我最愛你,不左閃或規避,愿不論行或企,都與你在一同…“
系Wing..
M:喂,,
W:衰婆,,最近好少見你返來幫手啊,,想做死我啊?
M:我等陣返啦.
W:伱系唔系發生乜事啊?
M:返到去先講啦..
W:恩…
我cup左電話,,仲邊有胃口食呢?
M:大姨,,唔使啦,,我進來啦..
大姨:恩,,甘伱當心d啦..
Part 45
我行入蛋糕店..
W:哇..衰婆,,搞排乜嚟啊?
M:Wing…我行過去攬住距,,d眼淚系甘流…
W:伱究竟發生乜事啊?唔好喊住先啦…
蛋糕店無乜主人,,Wing就掛起個門牌”歇息中”.
距就坐系我隔離..
W:伱講得啦..好關心甘講…
M:我同距玩完啦..
W:啊?(好驚訝甘望住我)距地不斷都好地地架..點解..?
我就將最近發生架事講比Wing知,,而距好耐煩甘聽我講..每次我發生咩事,,距都會做我架聽眾..我真系好幸運,,有個甘好架冤家…
W:原來系甘…Ben甘嬲都有距道理,,本人條女晚晚同第二個男架落bar,,比著我,,我都火啦..不過距又無理由無信你啦..距又唔系唔知伱系個點嘎人………
Wing解釋左一大段道理,,結論系:我地兩個都有錯…很暈啊…
W:伱地唔應該甘快放棄呢段感情啊..伱地走埋一齊真系唔輕易架…
M:甘我能夠點?距都唔信我..
W:一人讓一步啦..
M:唔講呢個問題啊,,預產期幾時啊?
W:邊有甘快啊?大佬..
M:啊?乜系咩?
W:系啊..到時伱要做契媽啊..
M:哈哈,,有咩著數先?
W:哇..做人契媽都要著數?
M:講下笑姐..
W:最好有埋契爸啦..笑笑甘望住我..
M:…………………..
W:比d決心本人啦,,我置信距仲系好愛你架..過段時間,,等自己消下氣..就乜事都無啦..
M:到時先算啦…攞個蛋糕比我食啦..成日都無食野啊..
W:哎..甘樣對個胃唔好架..次次話伱都唔聽..無嗮我乎甘.
M:知啦,,呢次系例外..好無?
W:伱次次都有例外架啦..
M:幻覺..
我地成個下晝就系度吵來吵去..好低B啊…
Part 46
今晚阿哥話帶我去玩,,其實嘛又系落Bar,,今晚飲得并唔系好多,,因為我驚飲多左,,會失控啊..將D情緒發洩出來就唔好啦..唔知系個天玩我,,定系我地有緣分呢..我地走果陣,,見到Ben攬住個女仔入左間bar度,,原來呢d就叫做永遠愛我架人喔..真可笑..系果一刻,,我發覺本人個心真系好痛,,好痛..連呼吸都覺得好痛..我就mou系Bar四周,,阿哥就緊系企系我隔離啦..
M:阿哥,,原來呢D就叫做永遠愛我架人啊..呵呵..真系好可笑啊….哈哈..
曾經有人講過,,笑,,有時比眼淚更為傷悲..無錯,,依家我就系甘…
J:妹,,伱唔好甘啦..想喊就喊啦..我真系好驚伱有事啊..好關心甘望住我.
M:阿哥,,點解距要甘對我啊?原來一切承諾都系假架…我系度大叫..我企起身,,亂甘走..
J:妹,,唔好甘啦..當心啊..唔好亂走啦..
M:點解距要厄我啊?唔信我啊?55555555555…眼淚終於喊出來啊…
J:妹,,,唔好咁啦..唔值得噶…伱想曉得個答案,,就間接沖入去問距..
M:唔想曉得,,唔想曉得…..
而個天,,居然系呢個時候落起大雨..
我沖左進來,,,系度大叫…:天啊,,伱系唔系好想我死啊?點解要搞成我甘啊?點解啊?
J:伱甘叫都無用啦..唔好去淋雨啦..Joe扯住我只手..
我feng開距只手,,系度享用緊雨淋落來架感覺…連本人都分唔清呢d系雨水,,定系淚水..
M:阿哥啊,,比我一個人靜下啦…伱唔好理我啦..
J:伱系我個妹來架,,點能夠唔理你啊?伱唔好甘任性啦…
M:我唔聽啊,,我唔聽啊,,我唔聽啊…我好似發嗮顛甘,,系甘跑..系甘跑..跌左落地,,又爬起身,,繼續跑..連本人對腳,,對手流緊血都唔知…唔好話痛楚啦..
而Joe,,不斷系後面跟住我,,見到我甘,,距個心都覺得好痛..好想去扶住我,,但系距曉得,,我系唔肯..只能不斷甘系後面睇住我…
最後,,我無嗮力,,,暈左…之後架事,,,一概唔知…
不斷系後面睇住我架Joe,,見到我暈低,,即刻跑過來,,抱左我起身,,,不斷甘跑,,跑去醫院..
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以下以Joe為第一人稱..
我抱住紀茵,,不斷跑到來醫院,,我真系好驚距有事啊..連本人流左眼淚都唔知..
:醫生,,醫生,,有人暈左啊….
J:醫生….醫生….我不斷系度大叫…
醫生:伱抱距過來呢邊啦….
之後我將紀茵放系張床度,,醫生同護士就推左距入急癥室..而我,,只能企系門口度等候…紀茵,,伱千奇唔好有事啊…
護士:教師,,伱個身都濕嗮啊,,伱換返套衫先啦..距攞住套病人衫..
J:唔使啦..
護士:伱都想第一時間見到伱個女冤家架..快d換啦..
J:啊?距唔系我女冤家來架..我好尷尬甘講..
護士:我仲以為距系先..出面甘大雨,,跑來送距入來..真系唔話得啦..伱擔心啦..距會無事架..
J:恩..期望啦..
換完之後,,我繼續企系急癥室門口等..不斷望住盞燈…一邊祈禱紀茵無事..
燈熄了..醫生終於出來啦..
J:醫生,,距點啊?
醫生:距做排乜來啊?發緊高燒啊,,成身損嗮,,仲要淋雨..惹起d傷口發炎,,不過我幫距消毒左d傷口...我幫距打左針啦.. .歇息幾日就無事啦..
J:唔該醫生…終於能夠放下心來啦..
醫生:伱幫距辦理出院手續啦..
我辦理埋d手續,,入到病房,,見到個傻妹好安靜,,無嗮以前架生機,,面色好似張紙甘白..傻妹,,伱要快d好起身啊,,唔想見到依家架伱啊…之後我就摸摸距個頭,,就走左,,系時候去穩果個撲街仔啦…
Part 47
繼續以Joe為第一人稱.
我坐車返到間Bar,,,睇下個死仔系唔系度,,,我系遠處就見到距攬住條女…我行過去,,就扯住距進來..唔理過條婆點系度叫..
B:喂,,伱好放手啦喔..伱想點啊?我聽完后,,覺得好火..一拳打落距度..
B:伱無野啊嘛?無啦啦打我,,之後距又打返我一拳…
J:伱居然敢對紀茵?我又一拳甘打落距度..
B:我點對距都唔關伱事啦..
J:依家系度攬住條婆系度逍遙快樂..
B:伱同距都能夠啫..
J:伱個撲街,,唔打死你都唔得啊..我又一拳甘打落距度..
B:伱好停手啦喔..有咩嘛間接講咯..
我停左手,,望住距:伱知唔知紀茵距入左醫院啊?
B:入左醫院?點解啊?Ben個心感覺有D痛..
J:伱緊系唔知啦,,個傻妹為左伱,,系街度死系度大叫,,系度喊,,我見到距甘,,都覺得距好淒涼,,就系呢個時候,,個天落雨,,我叫距避雨,,距唔聽,,不斷淋雨,,好似顛左甘,,不斷跑..跌高漲地,,又爬起身,,又繼續跑,,而我不斷系距後面睇住距..點知距跑跑下就暈地左..之後我就抱左距去醫院,,好彩醫生話距無乜事,,唔系架話,,我實打死你..
B:……………………
J:伱緊系唔知啦,,伱唔系不斷以為我同個傻妹有路咩?甘伱就錯啦..我每晚都陪距出,,因為我曉得伱好忙,,無時間陪距,,距好怕一個人系屋企,,所以就出來玩..雖然系甘,,但系距每次都好似同我地訴苦甘,,點解伱唔陪距,,點解伱留低距一個人系屋企甘耐..點解…距就不斷甘系度飲酒..有時仲系度喊…睇落去,,距外表好似好開心甘,,其實距內心系好難過,,好孤單..
Ben依家除左後悔,,還有內疚,,熱愛本人當初點解唔置信距…
J:假如伱到依家都仲系愛距嘎,,唔該伱好好置信距,,好好甘愛距…同埋得閒去XX醫院XX病房睇距..
B:甘伱呢?我曉得伱愛距架水平絕對唔會比我少..
我好無奈甘笑..:系又點?我不斷都愛著距,,能夠話呢世我都愛著距,,惋惜距愛架人唔系我..愛架系伱..只需距幸運,,我就幸運啦…..
B:多謝你,,,對唔住…
J:講對唔住就唔使同我講啦,,同個傻妹講啦..我笑笑甘講..
B:我清楚點做啦..我地以後系好兄弟啦..搭住我哥博頭..
J:呵呵..假如你對距唔好,,我實會帶距走..
B:擔心,,我唔會..我呢世都會愛距,,保護距..
J:期望你能夠做到,,我明晚就要走啦..
B:甘快?距知唔知啊?
J:唔知架,,到時我會寫封信比距,,伱幫我轉交比距就得啦..
B:伱捨得啦?
J:無乜話捨唔捨得架?假如個傻妹曉得我要走,,實唔比我走..
(假如再唔走,,我真系唔捨得走啊,,永遠留系呢度守護距,,做距架騎士.)
B:總之就好多謝你拉….好兄弟..
J:得啦,,到時記得請飲就得啦..我走啦..伱本人考慮分明啦..BB
我好瀟灑甘走左,,連眼淚也帶走埋,,我返到醫院,,入左去睇下紀茵,,我系距額頭度錫左一啖..傻妹..伱必定要幸運啊,,曉得嗎?就算我唔系伱身邊,,都要記得要幸運啊…有乜事就同阿哥講,,我會永遠守護伱,,保護伱,,做伱架騎士…期望我走左后,,唔好難過..
講完后,,我輕輕甘關上門,,好唔捨得甘走左…
Part 48
以下以Ben為第一人稱..
原來不斷以來,,最錯架系我,,我居然唔信Chiyan,,仲講埋d好難聽架野..我真系憎死本人啊..搞到距依家訓系醫院度..我真系好衰,,Joe,,多謝你打醒我,,鬧醒我,,假如唔系,,我依然會認為本人系巖架,,仲要傷害到距甘傷都唔知..伱擔心,,我會好好甘保護距,,愛距,,永遠都置信距..我會比距做全世界最幸運架女人..老婆..請你原諒我啦…我知錯啦…
“為何越來越愛你,,討好伱叫我歡喜,,但求入戲,,伱呼的氣,,.”-----------手機響..
B:喂…
J:Ben,,Joe啊..伱出一出來啦..我系伱樓下..
我即刻沖落樓下,,見到受左傷架距..唔好話人啦,,本人都系甘啦..
J:Sorry啊,,尋晚重手左d,,
B:哇~甘都叫重手左d?我依家毀容啦..
J:哈哈,,我比你好dd咋…
B:知啦,,好兄弟..點啊?
J:無啊,,我準備走啦,,計劃比封信你啊嘛..
B:差d唔記得添…
Joe好無奈甘望住我..:記得幫我比距啊,,同埋做到你尋晚應承我架野.
我接過封信,,:我實會,,伱擔心//伱唔去睇距?
J:唔去啦,,等陣仲要返屋企執野啊..
B:甘好啦,,好兄弟,,得閒記得返來探我地啊..
J:曉得啦..伱快d去醫院睇距啦..應該差唔多醒啦..我叫左Wing睇住距啊.
B:得啦,多謝嗮..,祝你一路順風….
J:多謝,,走啦..BB..
B:當心d啊,,88..望住Joe一步一步甘走,,心點都有d唔舒適..啊..我要去向老婆抱歉先…
即刻返屋企,,換好衫,,攞埋d湯,,仲有封信,,開車去醫院啦….
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轉返紀茵做第一人稱…
我睜開對眼,,覺得成身都好痛,,,嘴唇好乾啊….我望下周圍,,都系白雪雪..呢度邊度來架?
W:紀茵,,伱終於醒啦?飲D水先啦..攞住杯水喂我..
我飲左幾啖,,舒適嗮..不過依然覺得好虛弱..
M:點解我會系醫院架?
W:伱唔記得啦?Wing望住我..
我系度想,,,啊,,記得啦..昨晚我地走果陣,,見到Ben攬住條女入去,,之後我系度大喊,,個天無啦啦落雨,,我系度淋雨,,不斷甘跑….最後好似暈左,,,個心又覺得好痛啊..
M:甘邊個送我入來架?
W:伱系唔系發燒發到傻左啊?緊系Joe啦…距好擔心甘望住我..
M:我暈左,,點會曉得邊個送我入來啊?點解唔見距架?
W:我都唔知啊,,距一早就打電話比我,,話伱入左院,,嚇得我..之後距話有事,,叫我照顧伱..
M:原來系甘..
W:紀茵,,唔好再甘令人擔心,,好無?我已經無左CK,唔想再見到伱有事啊..
我攔住距,,:sorry啊..我以後都唔會啦..
W:恩恩…
Part 49
我同Wing系病房度傾解,,忽然,,有人入左來,,點知..系距..,不過距塊面好似比人打排甘,,,距發生排咩事啊?仲有距點會曉得我系度架?我個腦,,充滿著疑問..
W:Ben,,伱來左拉..?
B:系啊,,我攞左d湯來啊..
M:伱來呢度做乜啊?
W:我進來問下護士伱幾時能夠出院先..好”識做”甘走左進來,,我向距發出求救眼神,,居然唔理我..衰人,,我唔想面對距啊..
B:趁熱飲d湯啦..距整好d湯比我飲..
M:伱仲未答我,,伱來做咩喔..?
B:我來抱歉,,對唔住啊..Chiyan..
M:點解?點解?
B:我承應,,我真系做錯好多,,居然唔信你,,要你一個人甘傷心,,我不斷以為我做架系巖架,,直到昨晚Joe來穩我,,距不斷系度鬧我,,打我,,話伱因為我先入左醫院,,果陣我先覺得本人做得好錯,,個心好痛,,好驚再次得到伱,,之後講左好多關於伱架野比我聽,,先曉得本人系甘蠢,,只睇到外表架野,,而睇唔到你架內心系幾甘苦楚,,孤單..
M:我唔要聽啊,,我唔要聽啊..我捂住耳仔,,d眼淚不斷甘流..
距捉住我對手,,好深情甘望住我,,:我發覺本人愛你愛到無法自拔..我果陣真系好驚再次得到伱,,我本人就系屋企檢查,,錯就錯在我無好好甘照顧伱,,陪你..對唔住啊..老婆..
我d眼淚系甘流落來,,都唔知講d咩好啊…
B:老婆,,原諒我啦..好無?
Wing唔知系邊度閃出來,,:系咯,,原諒人地啦,,睇下人地塊面,,差唔多毀容甘制啦,,又煲湯比你飲,,呢d老-公去邊度穩啊..
M:哇,,伱地夾埋架?伱甘滿意,,伱攞去啦..我望住Wing..
W:甘嘥啊？不過我系唔會要架,,我結左婚架啦..留返比你拉,,好姊妹,,我都想我個BB有個契爸啊..哈哈..
B:老婆,,原諒我啦…仲扮埋細佬仔做錯事架表情,,笑死我啦..
W:系咯,,睇下人地都甘誠心認錯咯,,嘛原諒人地咯..
M:咩都比你講嗮啦..唔原諒都唔得啦?我好無奈甘望住Wing..
B:老婆,,甘系咪已經原諒我啦?好當心甘問我..
M:系啊..長氣…
B:好野..~多謝老婆..就一野嘴埋來..
W:好意伱地留返返到屋企先做啦..兒童不宜啊..
M:知伱巴閉啦…
B:老婆,,快d飲湯啦,,凍左就無益架..
M:系啦,,醫生話幾時能夠出院啊?
W:今天啊,,叫你住多日,,穩陣d,,同埋叫你d傷口呢幾日都唔好掂水啊..
M:啊?甘我嘛幾日唔使沖涼?天啊,,救救我吧…
B:老婆,,唔怕啦,,伱出院后嘛留系屋企修養咯..
M:得我一個啊….
B:我都系度啊..
我驚奇甘望住距,,:伱唔使下班?
B:忙完啦…所以好得閒..
M:好野,,老-公能夠陪我啦…
Wing就頂我地兩個唔緊,,就走左拉..其實系想我地兩個相處,,話嗮一段感情巖巖好返..距都唔想見到我甘..
Part 50
B:系啦,,老婆,,Joe叫我比封信伱..
我好迷惑甘望住距,,:點解啊?距去左邊啊?
B:伱打開來睇就知啦….我接過封信,,打開左..內容:
傻妹:
傻妹,,我走啦..我要返去啦,,爺爺d病情穩定左好多,,我無面對面甘同你講,,因為我曉得,,伱實會唔捨得我走,,同埋會喊..所以計劃寫信比你..系我返來呢段日子,,我真系好開心啊..日日都見到伱個傻妹,,當我見到伱同Ben別離后個樣,,我個心真系好痛啊..仲邊淋雨邊跑..最後伱都頂唔緊,,暈低..果陣我真系好驚啊,,伱都甘大個啦,,唔好成日要人地擔心啦..知嗎?要好好照顧本人,,碰到唔好架事,唔好去規避,,要英勇面對.堅強d...假如唔開心,,就來穩阿哥啦,,阿哥永遠都會陪住伱,,系伱身邊架..假如Ben蝦伱,,記得我講知,,我實打獲金距..既然兩個都深愛著對方,,應該好好置信對方,,體諒對方..曉得嗎?我曉得伱睇完呢封信,,實會喊到”fi li fa la”甘架啦..傻妹,,伱必定要幸運啊..曉得嗎?好啦,,唔寫想多啦,,再寫落去,,真系唔捨得走..得閒記得穩阿哥啊..
永遠保護你的:Joe
M:衰人,,走都唔同我講聲,,5555555555.
B:距就系曉得伱會甘,,所以先會甘做…老婆..唔好喊喇..
M:老-公…我攬住距..
B:老婆,,我永遠都愛你,,都置信伱..我地一有時間,,就去探Joe..好無..?
我點點頭….
到左第二日,,終於能夠出院啦..
B:老婆,,有無執漏野啊?
M:無啊..
B:攞埋d藥啊…
M:得啦..
老-公就幫我攞住d行李,,而我就好開心甘啦..點解?留系醫院貪過癮咩?
M:終於返到屋企啦..哈哈…
B:傻婆,,返到來使唔使甘開心啊?
M:緊系要啦..系醫院好悶架….扁嘴ing..
B:系啦系啦..(行過來攬住我)..老婆,,我好掛住伱啊..
M:老-公,,我都系啊..
距就好深情甘錫左過來,,好耐都無試過甘啦…好開心….好sweet…網頁設計,
SEO,古董拍卖
我地返到屋企,,,距就望住間屋..
M:望夠未啊?伱望左好耐啦..
J:估唔到你地間屋甘整齊喔..而且幾warm下..
M:廢話..伱本人坐下啦..自便啊..我入廚房整野煲糖水先…食完飯能夠飲..
J:得啦…
我就一個人系廚房度奮戰緊…洗野,,切野……呼…..聽到門響,,我就行出個廚房..
M:老-公,,伱返來啦..
B:系啊..距系?距望住Joe..
J:我系Joe,,系距個阿哥….今晚打攪嗮啊..
B:呵呵..隨便坐啦..
M:系啊..我阿哥…
Ben就行入廚房,,,:伱幾時有個阿哥啊?點解我唔知噶?
M:認架嘛..距返來無幾耐,,嘛介紹比你識咯..伱快d進來,,唔好阻住我整餸..順便同距傾解啦..驚悶著距啊,,我就甘推老-公進來..而距就好無奈甘望住我..
系廳度…….
B:Hello..我叫Ben啊..
J:我曉得啊..叫我Joe就得啦…
B:聽老婆講,,伱返來無幾耐喔..
J:系啊,,屋企有d事就返來啦…順便探下個傻妹..眼裡充滿著溫柔..
Ben緊系曉得乜事啦,,問:呵呵..伱地點識架?好間接甘問..
J:呢d野,,伱問傻妹仲好啦..聽個傻妹講,,話伱最近好忙?
B:系啊…不過忙埋呢陣,,之後就輕鬆好多..
J:期望你抽多d時間陪下距..距最驚就系得距一個人..
B:唔使你講,,我都會…多謝你嘎關心….
我捧住D餸行出廚房…放系飯臺度..
M:伱地傾乜甘好傾啊?快d洗手食飯啦..
B:得啦..老婆……
我地3個就坐系飯廳度食飯,,
M:阿哥,唔知伱中唔滿意食啊?
J:呵呵,我好隨便嘎…
M:老-公,,快d試下啦…我夾左d餸比距..
B:唔該老婆…
M:點啊?好無食啊?
B:無食甘耐,,都覺得甘好食..
M:哈哈..阿哥覺得點啊?我望住Joe.
J:睇唔出伱個衰妹煮野甘好食喔..
M:哈哈…多謝讚賞..快d食啦..
就系甘,,我地就系度食飯,,有時都會開下玩笑甘,,,食完,,飽嗮…
M:伱地透陣啊,,等陣有糖水食啊..
B:老婆,,當心肥到成只豬甘..到時我唔要你嘎…講笑甘講,,
M:無人要你要啊..哼..阿哥會要我噶.系咪啊?阿哥?我望住距笑..
J:系啊..好溫柔甘笑…
Ben望到,,心入面都唔系好難受..:我講下笑姐…老婆.就算你變成點,,我都會要你嘎,,,
M:啦..伱話嘎.阿哥,,伱做見證人啊..
J:好…
之後阿哥食完糖水就走啦,,話有d事..而我同老-公,,嘛系企咯…
Part 42
Joe走左后,,我就系廚房洗野..唔使做咩?
忽然有人系後面攬住我…:老婆..
我令過去..:點啊?老-公..
B:老婆,,伱唔好離開我,,好無?距好認真甘問我.
M:啊?我覺得好忽然,,巖巖仲好地地..
B:老婆,,我好驚伱忽然間離開我..
M:傻佬,,我點會離開你呢?我捏左下距個鼻..
B:系咪真架?
M:厄伱有錢賺啊?我無好耐甘望住伱..
B:甘又系..呢個世界正得我要你咋.
M:伱甘講咩意義先?我bear住距..
B:無啊..伱繼續洗碗啦..之後距就走左進來..
簡直莫明其妙….
洗完碗,,,就左系sofa度…..個衰佬無啦啦攬住我..
M:想點啊你?
B:攬住伱咯,,系啦..老婆,,伱覺唔覺得Joe對你好唔同啊?
M:有乜唔同啊?嘛將我當成距妹甘對我咯..
B:但系我唔覺得啊…我覺得……
M:覺得咩啊?我望住距…
B:無野啊,,伱唔好同距玩甘埋啦,,好無?
M:伱無野啊嘛?(我摸摸距個額頭)無發燒啊..
B:伱就發燒啊..總之伱就聽我講啦..
M:距系我阿哥來架..同距玩得埋好一般姐..
B:哎..講極伱都唔明..
M:系伱莫明其妙姐..沖涼啊…
距系唔系癡左邊條筋啊?無啦啦叫我唔好同Joe玩得甘埋..系唔系做野做到傻鬼左啊?哎..唔想啦..沖返個靚涼先..
我沖完涼出到來,,就見到個傻佬企系門口..
B:老婆,,巖巖sorry啊..
M:無野,,伱都無做錯野…
B:厄….唔好唔理我啦..
M:我邊敢唔理你啊?
B:系我錯,,系我想多左..
M:伱曉得就好啦..傻佬..
B:恩恩..笑住甘講..
M:老-公,,期望你永遠都置信我..唔好因為呢d野就唔信我..
B:對唔住啊,,老婆..我以後永遠都會信你嘎..
M:甘就乖啦..我輕輕甘嘴落距度…點知距用手整住我個頭,,一野嘴埋來,,,真系無甘多氣都唔好甘玩法啊…
Part 43
跟住落來架呢段日子,,距又變返好忙好忙,,甘我無理由一個人系屋企等發霉嘎..伱地話系咪啊..點知呢幾晚進來玩,,返到屋企都撞正Ben,,而距都話左我幾次..叫我唔好玩到甘夜,,飲甘多酒..其實我覺得甘樣好一般,,我又唔系同d三唔識七架人進來,,又加上我基本都唔滿意一個人系屋企嘎感覺..好孤單架..距就忙於距架任務,,忙到都無時間陪我..距又唔系唔知..我聽左距講嘎野就算啦,,因為我驚,,我地會因為呢d野而吵起身…
原以為唔會發生架事,,,最終都發生左…..
今晚,,我好似前幾晚甘,,飲到12點幾就返屋企..返到屋企..見到Ben坐左系sofa度..
M:老-公,,,,我行埋距度…..
B:Chiyan,,睇下伱似乜?晚晚都飲成甘返來…距好火甘望住我..
M:咩喔..又系伱本人叫我穩冤家玩…伱又無時間陪我..甘我嘛穩冤家玩咯..依家伱就系度話我..
B:系啊,,我系叫你穩冤家玩..甘伱都唔使晚晚搞到甘返企架?
M:甘伱想我點啊?唔通晚晚留系屋企咩?
B:甘都唔使晚晚甘嘎?.
M:甘即系乜都系我錯啦?d眼淚不知不覺甘流出來..
B:我無呢個意義…
M:伱系無呢個意義,,但個心有甘想啊嘛….點解距能夠甘話我..
B:伱都打橫來講架….
M:系啊,,我系打橫來講啊…
B:伱唔好喊啦,,見到伱喊就覺得好煩啊..我呢幾晚都儘快做埋d野返來陪你.而伱就唔知去左邊.. 打你手機又無人聽,,伱甘大個人..好意伱唔好要人擔心你拉.. 我d冤家同我講,,晚晚系bar度見到伱,,仲同個男架..而且好親密甘..
M:果個系阿Joe來架..
B:系距都唔使甘親密啦嘛?伱以為系人地眼中會以為伱地系兄妹咩?
M:伱甘講系咩意義?我好間接甘問距..
B:嘛甘架意義咯..
M:原來伱都唔置信我..
B:每晚都搞成甘返..伱每晚進來都系為左陪距姐..
M:原來伱系甘睇我,,伱唔信我就唔信我啦..唔使講甘多野..呵呵…我系度嘲笑..
B:事實系甘,,伱叫我點信你啊?
M:原以為我愛嘎人會置信我,,也不過如是…甘我無野好講啦..我地…..別離啦….系埋一齊都無意義啦….講完后,,我攞住個包包就沖左進來…呵呵,,真可笑,,話永遠置信我架人,,都唔信我…乜我真系唔值得置信咩?我攞住部手機,,按住阿哥架號碼….
M:阿哥..5555555555..我好無力甘坐系公開..
J:傻妹,,發生乜事啊?好緊張甘問我..
M:阿哥,,我同距玩完啦..距唔信我啊..5555555555….
J:伱依家系邊?我過來穩伱..
M:我系距屋企四周...
J:伱唔好亂走,,我過來穩伱…
M:恩..55555555555…
整一條街,,除了我架哭聲,,我還隱隱約約聽到我架心碎聲…距唔信我,,我地別離,,系甘愿痛架…點解距能夠甘對我,,555555555..
Part 44
J:傻妹,,唔好喊啦…Joe企系我眼前..
M:阿哥…我地玩完啦….我企起身攬住距,,不斷系度喊…
J:伱地發生乜事啊?
M:555555555555…距唔信我啊…..我斷斷續續甘將件事講比距聽,,而距,,越聽越火..
J:距點能夠對你架?我同你下去穩距…
我扯住距..:唔好啊…別離系我提出架…5555555..
J:傻妹,,伱甘又何必呢…..Joe嘆左啖氣….
M:阿哥,,,5555555..我好意痛啊..距居然唔置信我..居然唔置信我…
J:乖啦,,唔好喊…伱自身都唔靚女架啦..再喊就真系無人要啊..
M:55555555555…阿哥伱系衰人,,甘話我…
J:唔好喊啦,,好無?邊撫慰我,,邊幫我抹走d眼淚..
M:恩…..5555555555…
J:伱做乜又喊啊?
M:我想到距甘對我,,我就好意痛啊.
J:唔好喊啦..系距衰..最多阿哥明晚帶你去玩啦..好無?
M:恩..多謝阿哥..
J:甘就乖啦..送你返屋企先啦..
M:恩..送我返大姨度…
距我返到屋企,,臨走果陣就話:傻妹,,記得唔好喊啊..呢個世界唔會系無左邊個會死嘎..地球依然會繼續轉..曉得未?
M:恩..曉得…阿哥返去當心d啊..
J:得啦..
(此時Joe系度想:你個撲街,,甘對紀茵,,我實唔會放過你,,假如你系放手,,我即刻帶走距..)
而我,,返到房度..覺得好孤單..心好痛.眼淚不斷甘流出來..流到嘴角,,呢次架眼淚唔系咸架.而系苦架,,簡直苦入到個心度..直到麻痹嗮….
我想起我地以前架一點一滴,,d眼淚流得仲尖銳…喊到成個枕頭都濕嗮…喊到無知覺,,連本人訓著都唔知…
醒左,,發覺本人對眼好痛,,望動手機,,乜都無…跟住起身,,見到鏡入面架本人,,簡直不成人樣..對眼超級腫,,d頭髮亂七八糟甘,,好似巖巖打完風甘…我化左d妝,,要遮掩下對眼..唔想距地擔心…我落到一樓..見到大姨好驚訝甘望住我..呢個時候,,大多數都系得大姨系屋企..
大姨:紀茵,,伱幾時返來架?
M:尋晚啊..
大姨:點解無啦啦返來嘎?同埋點解伱對眼有d腫?唔系鬧交啊嘛?
M:啊?無啊,,想返就返咯..尋晚訓覺前飲左好多水啊..
大姨唔系好信甘望住我..不過距都無掩飾我..
大姨:哦,,下次唔好飲甘多水..想食d乜啊?我煮比你食啦..
就系呢個時候,,手機響…
“如天生我最愛你,不左閃或規避,愿不論行或企,都與你在一同…“
系Wing..
M:喂,,
W:衰婆,,最近好少見你返來幫手啊,,想做死我啊?
M:我等陣返啦.
W:伱系唔系發生乜事啊?
M:返到去先講啦..
W:恩…
我cup左電話,,仲邊有胃口食呢?
M:大姨,,唔使啦,,我進來啦..
大姨:恩,,甘伱當心d啦..
Part 45
我行入蛋糕店..
W:哇..衰婆,,搞排乜嚟啊?
M:Wing…我行過去攬住距,,d眼淚系甘流…
W:伱究竟發生乜事啊?唔好喊住先啦…
蛋糕店無乜主人,,Wing就掛起個門牌”歇息中”.
距就坐系我隔離..
W:伱講得啦..好關心甘講…
M:我同距玩完啦..
W:啊?(好驚訝甘望住我)距地不斷都好地地架..點解..?
我就將最近發生架事講比Wing知,,而距好耐煩甘聽我講..每次我發生咩事,,距都會做我架聽眾..我真系好幸運,,有個甘好架冤家…
W:原來系甘…Ben甘嬲都有距道理,,本人條女晚晚同第二個男架落bar,,比著我,,我都火啦..不過距又無理由無信你啦..距又唔系唔知伱系個點嘎人………
Wing解釋左一大段道理,,結論系:我地兩個都有錯…很暈啊…
W:伱地唔應該甘快放棄呢段感情啊..伱地走埋一齊真系唔輕易架…
M:甘我能夠點?距都唔信我..
W:一人讓一步啦..
M:唔講呢個問題啊,,預產期幾時啊?
W:邊有甘快啊?大佬..
M:啊?乜系咩?
W:系啊..到時伱要做契媽啊..
M:哈哈,,有咩著數先?
W:哇..做人契媽都要著數?
M:講下笑姐..
W:最好有埋契爸啦..笑笑甘望住我..
M:…………………..
W:比d決心本人啦,,我置信距仲系好愛你架..過段時間,,等自己消下氣..就乜事都無啦..
M:到時先算啦…攞個蛋糕比我食啦..成日都無食野啊..
W:哎..甘樣對個胃唔好架..次次話伱都唔聽..無嗮我乎甘.
M:知啦,,呢次系例外..好無?
W:伱次次都有例外架啦..
M:幻覺..
我地成個下晝就系度吵來吵去..好低B啊…
Part 46
今晚阿哥話帶我去玩,,其實嘛又系落Bar,,今晚飲得并唔系好多,,因為我驚飲多左,,會失控啊..將D情緒發洩出來就唔好啦..唔知系個天玩我,,定系我地有緣分呢..我地走果陣,,見到Ben攬住個女仔入左間bar度,,原來呢d就叫做永遠愛我架人喔..真可笑..系果一刻,,我發覺本人個心真系好痛,,好痛..連呼吸都覺得好痛..我就mou系Bar四周,,阿哥就緊系企系我隔離啦..
M:阿哥,,原來呢D就叫做永遠愛我架人啊..呵呵..真系好可笑啊….哈哈..
曾經有人講過,,笑,,有時比眼淚更為傷悲..無錯,,依家我就系甘…
J:妹,,伱唔好甘啦..想喊就喊啦..我真系好驚伱有事啊..好關心甘望住我.
M:阿哥,,點解距要甘對我啊?原來一切承諾都系假架…我系度大叫..我企起身,,亂甘走..
J:妹,,唔好甘啦..當心啊..唔好亂走啦..
M:點解距要厄我啊?唔信我啊?55555555555…眼淚終於喊出來啊…
J:妹,,,唔好咁啦..唔值得噶…伱想曉得個答案,,就間接沖入去問距..
M:唔想曉得,,唔想曉得…..
而個天,,居然系呢個時候落起大雨..
我沖左進來,,,系度大叫…:天啊,,伱系唔系好想我死啊?點解要搞成我甘啊?點解啊?
J:伱甘叫都無用啦..唔好去淋雨啦..Joe扯住我只手..
我feng開距只手,,系度享用緊雨淋落來架感覺…連本人都分唔清呢d系雨水,,定系淚水..
M:阿哥啊,,比我一個人靜下啦…伱唔好理我啦..
J:伱系我個妹來架,,點能夠唔理你啊?伱唔好甘任性啦…
M:我唔聽啊,,我唔聽啊,,我唔聽啊…我好似發嗮顛甘,,系甘跑..系甘跑..跌左落地,,又爬起身,,繼續跑..連本人對腳,,對手流緊血都唔知…唔好話痛楚啦..
而Joe,,不斷系後面跟住我,,見到我甘,,距個心都覺得好痛..好想去扶住我,,但系距曉得,,我系唔肯..只能不斷甘系後面睇住我…
最後,,我無嗮力,,,暈左…之後架事,,,一概唔知…
不斷系後面睇住我架Joe,,見到我暈低,,即刻跑過來,,抱左我起身,,,不斷甘跑,,跑去醫院..
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以下以Joe為第一人稱..
我抱住紀茵,,不斷跑到來醫院,,我真系好驚距有事啊..連本人流左眼淚都唔知..
:醫生,,醫生,,有人暈左啊….
J:醫生….醫生….我不斷系度大叫…
醫生:伱抱距過來呢邊啦….
之後我將紀茵放系張床度,,醫生同護士就推左距入急癥室..而我,,只能企系門口度等候…紀茵,,伱千奇唔好有事啊…
護士:教師,,伱個身都濕嗮啊,,伱換返套衫先啦..距攞住套病人衫..
J:唔使啦..
護士:伱都想第一時間見到伱個女冤家架..快d換啦..
J:啊?距唔系我女冤家來架..我好尷尬甘講..
護士:我仲以為距系先..出面甘大雨,,跑來送距入來..真系唔話得啦..伱擔心啦..距會無事架..
J:恩..期望啦..
換完之後,,我繼續企系急癥室門口等..不斷望住盞燈…一邊祈禱紀茵無事..
燈熄了..醫生終於出來啦..
J:醫生,,距點啊?
醫生:距做排乜來啊?發緊高燒啊,,成身損嗮,,仲要淋雨..惹起d傷口發炎,,不過我幫距消毒左d傷口...我幫距打左針啦.. .歇息幾日就無事啦..
J:唔該醫生…終於能夠放下心來啦..
醫生:伱幫距辦理出院手續啦..
我辦理埋d手續,,入到病房,,見到個傻妹好安靜,,無嗮以前架生機,,面色好似張紙甘白..傻妹,,伱要快d好起身啊,,唔想見到依家架伱啊…之後我就摸摸距個頭,,就走左,,系時候去穩果個撲街仔啦…
Part 47
繼續以Joe為第一人稱.
我坐車返到間Bar,,,睇下個死仔系唔系度,,,我系遠處就見到距攬住條女…我行過去,,就扯住距進來..唔理過條婆點系度叫..
B:喂,,伱好放手啦喔..伱想點啊?我聽完后,,覺得好火..一拳打落距度..
B:伱無野啊嘛?無啦啦打我,,之後距又打返我一拳…
J:伱居然敢對紀茵?我又一拳甘打落距度..
B:我點對距都唔關伱事啦..
J:依家系度攬住條婆系度逍遙快樂..
B:伱同距都能夠啫..
J:伱個撲街,,唔打死你都唔得啊..我又一拳甘打落距度..
B:伱好停手啦喔..有咩嘛間接講咯..
我停左手,,望住距:伱知唔知紀茵距入左醫院啊?
B:入左醫院?點解啊?Ben個心感覺有D痛..
J:伱緊系唔知啦,,個傻妹為左伱,,系街度死系度大叫,,系度喊,,我見到距甘,,都覺得距好淒涼,,就系呢個時候,,個天落雨,,我叫距避雨,,距唔聽,,不斷淋雨,,好似顛左甘,,不斷跑..跌高漲地,,又爬起身,,又繼續跑,,而我不斷系距後面睇住距..點知距跑跑下就暈地左..之後我就抱左距去醫院,,好彩醫生話距無乜事,,唔系架話,,我實打死你..
B:……………………
J:伱緊系唔知啦,,伱唔系不斷以為我同個傻妹有路咩?甘伱就錯啦..我每晚都陪距出,,因為我曉得伱好忙,,無時間陪距,,距好怕一個人系屋企,,所以就出來玩..雖然系甘,,但系距每次都好似同我地訴苦甘,,點解伱唔陪距,,點解伱留低距一個人系屋企甘耐..點解…距就不斷甘系度飲酒..有時仲系度喊…睇落去,,距外表好似好開心甘,,其實距內心系好難過,,好孤單..
Ben依家除左後悔,,還有內疚,,熱愛本人當初點解唔置信距…
J:假如伱到依家都仲系愛距嘎,,唔該伱好好置信距,,好好甘愛距…同埋得閒去XX醫院XX病房睇距..
B:甘伱呢?我曉得伱愛距架水平絕對唔會比我少..
我好無奈甘笑..:系又點?我不斷都愛著距,,能夠話呢世我都愛著距,,惋惜距愛架人唔系我..愛架系伱..只需距幸運,,我就幸運啦…..
B:多謝你,,,對唔住…
J:講對唔住就唔使同我講啦,,同個傻妹講啦..我笑笑甘講..
B:我清楚點做啦..我地以後系好兄弟啦..搭住我哥博頭..
J:呵呵..假如你對距唔好,,我實會帶距走..
B:擔心,,我唔會..我呢世都會愛距,,保護距..
J:期望你能夠做到,,我明晚就要走啦..
B:甘快?距知唔知啊?
J:唔知架,,到時我會寫封信比距,,伱幫我轉交比距就得啦..
B:伱捨得啦?
J:無乜話捨唔捨得架?假如個傻妹曉得我要走,,實唔比我走..
(假如再唔走,,我真系唔捨得走啊,,永遠留系呢度守護距,,做距架騎士.)
B:總之就好多謝你拉….好兄弟..
J:得啦,,到時記得請飲就得啦..我走啦..伱本人考慮分明啦..BB
我好瀟灑甘走左,,連眼淚也帶走埋,,我返到醫院,,入左去睇下紀茵,,我系距額頭度錫左一啖..傻妹..伱必定要幸運啊,,曉得嗎?就算我唔系伱身邊,,都要記得要幸運啊…有乜事就同阿哥講,,我會永遠守護伱,,保護伱,,做伱架騎士…期望我走左后,,唔好難過..
講完后,,我輕輕甘關上門,,好唔捨得甘走左…
Part 48
以下以Ben為第一人稱..
原來不斷以來,,最錯架系我,,我居然唔信Chiyan,,仲講埋d好難聽架野..我真系憎死本人啊..搞到距依家訓系醫院度..我真系好衰,,Joe,,多謝你打醒我,,鬧醒我,,假如唔系,,我依然會認為本人系巖架,,仲要傷害到距甘傷都唔知..伱擔心,,我會好好甘保護距,,愛距,,永遠都置信距..我會比距做全世界最幸運架女人..老婆..請你原諒我啦…我知錯啦…
“為何越來越愛你,,討好伱叫我歡喜,,但求入戲,,伱呼的氣,,.”-----------手機響..
B:喂…
J:Ben,,Joe啊..伱出一出來啦..我系伱樓下..
我即刻沖落樓下,,見到受左傷架距..唔好話人啦,,本人都系甘啦..
J:Sorry啊,,尋晚重手左d,,
B:哇~甘都叫重手左d?我依家毀容啦..
J:哈哈,,我比你好dd咋…
B:知啦,,好兄弟..點啊?
J:無啊,,我準備走啦,,計劃比封信你啊嘛..
B:差d唔記得添…
Joe好無奈甘望住我..:記得幫我比距啊,,同埋做到你尋晚應承我架野.
我接過封信,,:我實會,,伱擔心//伱唔去睇距?
J:唔去啦,,等陣仲要返屋企執野啊..
B:甘好啦,,好兄弟,,得閒記得返來探我地啊..
J:曉得啦..伱快d去醫院睇距啦..應該差唔多醒啦..我叫左Wing睇住距啊.
B:得啦,多謝嗮..,祝你一路順風….
J:多謝,,走啦..BB..
B:當心d啊,,88..望住Joe一步一步甘走,,心點都有d唔舒適..啊..我要去向老婆抱歉先…
即刻返屋企,,換好衫,,攞埋d湯,,仲有封信,,開車去醫院啦….
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轉返紀茵做第一人稱…
我睜開對眼,,覺得成身都好痛,,,嘴唇好乾啊….我望下周圍,,都系白雪雪..呢度邊度來架?
W:紀茵,,伱終於醒啦?飲D水先啦..攞住杯水喂我..
我飲左幾啖,,舒適嗮..不過依然覺得好虛弱..
M:點解我會系醫院架?
W:伱唔記得啦?Wing望住我..
我系度想,,,啊,,記得啦..昨晚我地走果陣,,見到Ben攬住條女入去,,之後我系度大喊,,個天無啦啦落雨,,我系度淋雨,,不斷甘跑….最後好似暈左,,,個心又覺得好痛啊..
M:甘邊個送我入來架?
W:伱系唔系發燒發到傻左啊?緊系Joe啦…距好擔心甘望住我..
M:我暈左,,點會曉得邊個送我入來啊?點解唔見距架?
W:我都唔知啊,,距一早就打電話比我,,話伱入左院,,嚇得我..之後距話有事,,叫我照顧伱..
M:原來系甘..
W:紀茵,,唔好再甘令人擔心,,好無?我已經無左CK,唔想再見到伱有事啊..
我攔住距,,:sorry啊..我以後都唔會啦..
W:恩恩…
Part 49
我同Wing系病房度傾解,,忽然,,有人入左來,,點知..系距..,不過距塊面好似比人打排甘,,,距發生排咩事啊?仲有距點會曉得我系度架?我個腦,,充滿著疑問..
W:Ben,,伱來左拉..?
B:系啊,,我攞左d湯來啊..
M:伱來呢度做乜啊?
W:我進來問下護士伱幾時能夠出院先..好”識做”甘走左進來,,我向距發出求救眼神,,居然唔理我..衰人,,我唔想面對距啊..
B:趁熱飲d湯啦..距整好d湯比我飲..
M:伱仲未答我,,伱來做咩喔..?
B:我來抱歉,,對唔住啊..Chiyan..
M:點解?點解?
B:我承應,,我真系做錯好多,,居然唔信你,,要你一個人甘傷心,,我不斷以為我做架系巖架,,直到昨晚Joe來穩我,,距不斷系度鬧我,,打我,,話伱因為我先入左醫院,,果陣我先覺得本人做得好錯,,個心好痛,,好驚再次得到伱,,之後講左好多關於伱架野比我聽,,先曉得本人系甘蠢,,只睇到外表架野,,而睇唔到你架內心系幾甘苦楚,,孤單..
M:我唔要聽啊,,我唔要聽啊..我捂住耳仔,,d眼淚不斷甘流..
距捉住我對手,,好深情甘望住我,,:我發覺本人愛你愛到無法自拔..我果陣真系好驚再次得到伱,,我本人就系屋企檢查,,錯就錯在我無好好甘照顧伱,,陪你..對唔住啊..老婆..
我d眼淚系甘流落來,,都唔知講d咩好啊…
B:老婆,,原諒我啦..好無?
Wing唔知系邊度閃出來,,:系咯,,原諒人地啦,,睇下人地塊面,,差唔多毀容甘制啦,,又煲湯比你飲,,呢d老-公去邊度穩啊..
M:哇,,伱地夾埋架?伱甘滿意,,伱攞去啦..我望住Wing..
W:甘嘥啊？不過我系唔會要架,,我結左婚架啦..留返比你拉,,好姊妹,,我都想我個BB有個契爸啊..哈哈..
B:老婆,,原諒我啦…仲扮埋細佬仔做錯事架表情,,笑死我啦..
W:系咯,,睇下人地都甘誠心認錯咯,,嘛原諒人地咯..
M:咩都比你講嗮啦..唔原諒都唔得啦?我好無奈甘望住Wing..
B:老婆,,甘系咪已經原諒我啦?好當心甘問我..
M:系啊..長氣…
B:好野..~多謝老婆..就一野嘴埋來..
W:好意伱地留返返到屋企先做啦..兒童不宜啊..
M:知伱巴閉啦…
B:老婆,,快d飲湯啦,,凍左就無益架..
M:系啦,,醫生話幾時能夠出院啊?
W:今天啊,,叫你住多日,,穩陣d,,同埋叫你d傷口呢幾日都唔好掂水啊..
M:啊?甘我嘛幾日唔使沖涼?天啊,,救救我吧…
B:老婆,,唔怕啦,,伱出院后嘛留系屋企修養咯..
M:得我一個啊….
B:我都系度啊..
我驚奇甘望住距,,:伱唔使下班?
B:忙完啦…所以好得閒..
M:好野,,老-公能夠陪我啦…
Wing就頂我地兩個唔緊,,就走左拉..其實系想我地兩個相處,,話嗮一段感情巖巖好返..距都唔想見到我甘..
Part 50
B:系啦,,老婆,,Joe叫我比封信伱..
我好迷惑甘望住距,,:點解啊?距去左邊啊?
B:伱打開來睇就知啦….我接過封信,,打開左..內容:
傻妹:
傻妹,,我走啦..我要返去啦,,爺爺d病情穩定左好多,,我無面對面甘同你講,,因為我曉得,,伱實會唔捨得我走,,同埋會喊..所以計劃寫信比你..系我返來呢段日子,,我真系好開心啊..日日都見到伱個傻妹,,當我見到伱同Ben別離后個樣,,我個心真系好痛啊..仲邊淋雨邊跑..最後伱都頂唔緊,,暈低..果陣我真系好驚啊,,伱都甘大個啦,,唔好成日要人地擔心啦..知嗎?要好好照顧本人,,碰到唔好架事,唔好去規避,,要英勇面對.堅強d...假如唔開心,,就來穩阿哥啦,,阿哥永遠都會陪住伱,,系伱身邊架..假如Ben蝦伱,,記得我講知,,我實打獲金距..既然兩個都深愛著對方,,應該好好置信對方,,體諒對方..曉得嗎?我曉得伱睇完呢封信,,實會喊到”fi li fa la”甘架啦..傻妹,,伱必定要幸運啊..曉得嗎?好啦,,唔寫想多啦,,再寫落去,,真系唔捨得走..得閒記得穩阿哥啊..
永遠保護你的:Joe
M:衰人,,走都唔同我講聲,,5555555555.
B:距就系曉得伱會甘,,所以先會甘做…老婆..唔好喊喇..
M:老-公…我攬住距..
B:老婆,,我永遠都愛你,,都置信伱..我地一有時間,,就去探Joe..好無..?
我點點頭….
到左第二日,,終於能夠出院啦..
B:老婆,,有無執漏野啊?
M:無啊..
B:攞埋d藥啊…
M:得啦..
老-公就幫我攞住d行李,,而我就好開心甘啦..點解?留系醫院貪過癮咩?
M:終於返到屋企啦..哈哈…
B:傻婆,,返到來使唔使甘開心啊?
M:緊系要啦..系醫院好悶架….扁嘴ing..
B:系啦系啦..(行過來攬住我)..老婆,,我好掛住伱啊..
M:老-公,,我都系啊..
距就好深情甘錫左過來,,好耐都無試過甘啦…好開心….好sweet…網頁設計,
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